25 April 2016 Autumn, ANZAC Day and a New Drug

ANZAC Day - and I don't think I can ever remember such a glorious Autumn day for this day of remembrance. The sun is streaming through the windows and we are enjoying wearing T-shirts instead of the usual coats and umbrellas for this time of the year. Unbelievably we are still watering the garden as it is very dry so we would very much welcome rain right now.

It has been a lovely time for visitors, and we loved a catch-up with Wendy (my cousin) and Kelvin from Crystal Brook. This weekend Brian and I have also enjoyed the company of my brother Geoff. We've been for a few drives, enjoyed a meal out and also continued the garden reno which is now looking downright respectable! Just a few new plants to buy now to finish off the job - and that's the fun bit.

Geoff and Brian at the 'Yellow Rock' lookout near Portland.

 Last week I had an appointment with my oncologist, following the disappointing results of my recent CT scan. I am now feeling much better and I was surprised at how much more breath I had singing in church yesterday! The oncologist said the pleural effusion is likely to be connected to the cancer - perhaps my lungs just 'throwing a tanty' at the invading cells in my body. It's possible but unlikely that the fluid will build up again - another xray in a couple of weeks should confirm this.
However the primary tumour in my kidney has increased in size by 15% and there are some new spots on my right lung, though strangely enough some other previous spots have disappeared. So the treatment of all this is to continue to fight the actual cancer - there is no point in removing any tumours because (in the words of a previous specialist) "the horse has bolted". 
So we are now up to Plan C - and I've started on a new drug called Sorafenib. It's a similar drug to the first one in that it's not chemo but rather a targeted therapy drug in tablet form. This is a good thing as these tablets target the renal cell carcinoma cells and leave most of the good cells alone. I take 2 tablets twice a day, and despite these tablets looking all very innocent, it took quite a bit of courage on my part to actually start swallowing yet another potent pill. Of course they come with a list of possible side-effects a mile long, but most are unlikely. Weirdly enough, a common side-effect is hand/foot syndrome, where the palms of the hand and soles of the feet can get very hot and painful, and even blister. But anyway, so far so good and I'm feeling hale and hearty at this stage!
Of course these drugs don't come cheaply, and if I was paying full price for these new tablets, I worked out that each pill would cost $50 - so that would be $200 a day! Fortunately we only pay $6.20 for one month's supply.

$50 bucks plus $50 bucks... twice a day!!

It's a bit embarrassing to show my weekly pill collection, but Brian said I should!

Other than a bit of tiredness, I am feeling very well - with no pain. Remarkable, but when you see the pill collection above I guess that explains why. Equally remarkably, I am feeling positive, knowing that even if treatments fail, I am confident and secure in my ultimate destination.
Meantime, there's lots more I'd like to do on this earth, so please pray that this new treatment might have the desired affect!

16 April 2016 Of lungs and 'Mr Amazing'

Oh the difference a day can make.
As stated in the previous blog, I have just had a CT scan, and I was quite pleased to not hear anything back from the oncologist for a few days, believing this to be good news for myself. 
However on Thursday afternoon we had a call from him, saying "Lorraine do you feel breathless?" Well, strangely enough I have had some breathlessness (most noticeable when I am talking a lot, and that's a form of exercise I don't intend to give up!). So when I replied that I do a bit, he said, "You need to get to the hospital today!" Well I talked him into making it the following morning, and that's where further xrays indicated pleural effusion which required draining. So off I went for a relatively painless procedure where they drained off 1.3 litres of fluid from my left lung (not 2.3 litres as I was previously told). There's only meant to be several teaspoons of fluid in the membranes around each lung apparently. Anyway after another xray, the hospital doctor was so excited at the difference that he dragged Brian and I off to the nurses station so he could show the 'before and after' pictures on the screen to us! I will need another xray in a few weeks to see if there are signs of fluid building up again. Hopefully not, but meanwhile, happily I am now back home again.

The other disappointing news from the oncologist is that the immunotherapy treatment is not doing its job - some spots on the lungs have disappeared but other areas have increased (eg the tumour in the kidney itself). It's even possible that the lung fluid is a rare side-effect of the immunotherapy. So this treatment has now ceased and I will find out next week more about what the next treatment option will be. 

In the middle of all this, Brian and I have had to make some decisions about needing extra help for the 'bigger' gardening jobs. It's a hard thing to do, as 2 or 3 years ago we would have had no hesitation in doing these jobs ourselves, so we've just had to swallow our pride and start scouring the papers for possible gardening assistance. One ad caught my eye, and so a short time later saw me dialling "Mr Amazing" Handiman. Within an hour an early model Holden commodore bearing interesting signs like "Caution, Right Hand Drive Vehicle" and signs and stickers like "American Police Car" stopped outside the house and out hopped a bright-pink-haired middle-aged man. We discovered however that Mr Amazing actually has the less flamboyant name of "Brendan" and any initial reservations we may have had quickly disappeared. He said he could start the very next day so while I was languishing in hospital, he arrived and my goodness - Mr Amazing he is indeed! 

Within 2 1/2 hours, Mr Amazing had removed over 15 metres of old rotting sleepers, cut them up and taken them to the tip, put in the new sleepers, and was sitting in the kitchen with Brian enjoying a cuppa! 

So we are looking forward to his return on Monday to continue the garden reno. We also discovered that his pink hair is due to his fund-raising and awareness for cancer research, so all in all, he has turned out to be a real 'find'.

11 April 2016

Once again, I am delighted to report that I have been feeling remarkably well over the past few weeks - with virtually no pain. I am so happy about this that I asked the nurse overseeing my medications if she thought I could reduce some of my considerable number of pain relief medications, but she quickly responded that "if it ain't broke, don't fix it". In other words, enjoy and appreciate it instead of changing anything! 
Brian meanwhile is much the same - that is, some good days and some not so flash. I guess that's better than all days not so flash...

This morning I had a CT scan - this follows 3 months of being on the new immunotherapy drug. Last time I had a CT scan done here at Portland they had a lot of trouble finding a vein, but today before starting, the radiologist and nurse (both Christians that I know well) said a prayer over me, and boom, not a problem - they found a good vein first try! I haven't got results yet, possibly only next week when I go to Warrnambool for the next infusion. 

Less than 3 years ago, I had the privilege to be part of a Compassion Insight Group to travel to the Philippines and visit child sponsorship programs in action. Included in this group of 9 were my brother Geoff and Simon & Caitlin. We met many wonderful people, including some amazingly mature young adults taking part in a Leadership Development Program. One 17 year old girl Jessa, had just lost her sponsor, and so Simon & Caitlin took over this sponsorship so that she could continue in the program. 

Here she is on the left, at one of the Projects we visited. Such gorgeous kids!

The reason I mention this is that Jessa is graduating from the Program this coming weekend, so Simon & Cait are travelling to the Philippines for her graduation! They will also visit some other younger children who are being sponsored by people from S & C's church in Melbourne, so it is all very exciting for them. They'll complete their travels with a few days in Singapore with my niece who shifted to Singapore to live 2 months ago. This mother will be saying a few prayers for them, but trust that they will all experience a wonderful 2 weeks away. 

This envelope in our letterbox recently gives new meaning to the term "snail mail".